Monday, November 22, 2010

BULAN DITUTUP AWAN.


Wahai janji setia sudah diucapkan
Aduh kata bersumpah telah ku padukan
Kini engkau pergi jauh membawa diri
Tinggal daku seorang dalam sunyi sepi

Nun bulan ditutup awan
Terkenang hati bertambah rawan

Wahai jikalau ku tahu janji mu palsu
Tentu tidak ku turut sedari dahulu

Wahai janji setia sudah diucapkan
Aduh kata bersumpah telah ku padukan
Kini engkau pergi jauh membawa diri
Tinggal daku seorang dalam sunyi sepi

Nun bulan ditutup awan
Terkenang hati bertambah rawan

Wahai jikalau ku tahu janji mu palsu
Tentu tidak ku turut sedari dahulu

Monday, November 15, 2010

so my mum,me and all my little sisters(hamizah,nabihah,hazimah & fatin) went JJ for a movie today. And that movie was MEGAMIND. All of us liked it! Even my mum feel satisfied watching it! And so maybe sometimes the evil can be the good one eh? hehe sorry we all are fans of cartoons! but we didn`t watched it in 3D,i don`t think they have it in 3D in TGV Ipoh. 


I LIKE IT! 

Sunday, November 14, 2010

oh yes well,urmmmm. if you read my past entry that i mentioned about something that i can`t forget,i still can`t. and it`s killing me. oh plus thinking about my days yang berlalu dengan begitu pantas. eventhough lagi 2 weeks my holiday will be over i just wish it wouldn`t. because i want to stay here,home. and my FADZRIL is no longer in Kuantan so i`ll be missing him a lot after this. so much happened in october and november you know, our feelings just went different. hmmmm it`s just 6 months you see,and things like that usually happens after one year of relationship.i guess we are out of that `usually`. oh well i`m not confident you know,such a LOSER kan? i can just HOPE. HOPE that everything will get better after this,and that we will appreciate `us` more when we are far for each other. oh he`s gonna start working tomorrow (+___+). oh we went for a breakfast this morning,at padang polo. i`ve brought NASI LEMAK(cooked by my maid and my mum) for him. We ate breakfast under a tree at padang polo,so sweet kan? (perasan) Haha. i hope he liked it eventhough it was `sekejap`.  
OH YES KNOWING TO MUCH CAN GET YOU HURT.

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

dutty dutty dutty love love


pffffttt.

ok ini agak bodoh. i don`t know why i feel so pissed off. because someone has decided to start working the day after his final exam finish? pfffft. tak boleh ke wait until next week? to avoid any fight i actually said `UP TO YOU LAH`. OK. sorry that i mind this. okay so you nak cari duit? okay.go ahead. 

someone please sing me this song? hmmmmm.

Ne-Yo: One In A Million


Jet setter 
Go getter 
Nothing better 
Call me Mr. been there done that 
Top model chick to your every day hood rat 
Less than all but more than a few 
But I've never met one like you 

Been all over the world 
Done a little bit of everything 
Little bit of everywhere 
With a little bit of everyone 
All the girls I've been with 
Things I've seen it takes much to impress 
But sure enough your glow it makes your soul stand up from all the rest 

I can be in love 
But I just don't know (don't know, girl) 
Baby one thing is for certain 
Whatever you do it's working 
Other girls don't matter 
In your presence can't do what you do 
There's a million girls around but I don't see no one but you 

Girl you're so one in a million 
You are 
Baby you're the best I ever had 
Best I ever had 
And I'm certain that 
There ain't nothing better 
No there ain't nothing better than this 

You're not a regular girl 
You don't give a damn about the loot 
Talking about what I can't do it for you 
What you can do for yourself 
Even though that ain't so 
Baby cause my dough don't know how to end 
But that independent thing I'm with it 
All we do is win baby 

I could be in love 
But I just don't know (don't know, girl) 
Baby one thing is for certain 
Whatever you do it's working 
Other girls don't matter 

In your presence can't do what you do 
There's a million girls around but I don't see no one but you 

Baby you're so one in a million 
You are 
Baby you're the best I ever had 
Best I ever had 
And I'm certain that 
There ain't nothing better 
No there ain't nothing better than this 
Girl you're so one in a million 
You are 
Baby you're the best I ever had 
Best I ever had 
And I'm certain that 
There ain't nothing better 
No there ain't nothing better than this 

Timing girl 
Only one in the world 
Just one of a kind 
She mine 

Ooh all that I can think about is what this thing could be 
A future baby 
Baby you're one of a kind 
That means that you're the only one for me 
Only one for me 
Baby (girl) you're so one in a million 
You are 
Baby you're the best I ever had 
Best I ever had 
And I'm certain that 
There ain't nothing better 
No there ain't nothing better than this 
Girl you're so one in a million 
You are 
Baby you're the best I ever had 
Best I ever had 
And I'm certain that 
There ain't nothing better 
No there ain't nothing better than this

26th november? that is so LATEEEEEEEE


Examinations Results for Foundation and Bachelor Programme, Trimester 1 / Semester 1, 2010/2011



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Monday, November 8, 2010

i can`t wait for :

1. Fadz to get home (soon). Balik cepat sayang i`m missing you back here in Ipoh.
2. December to arrive. SINGAPORE here we (me,lyana,mai & qila) come! We`re going for a three-days-two-nights trip. Oh so excited! (better start saving now *sigh)
3. My first sem degree result. Yes i can`t wait for this eventhough NERVOUS sangat because this is my first time taking exam with a scholarship on my shoulder :O (hopefully i`ll past the minimum grade acquired for me to stay in the scholarship)

I MISSYOU.

EXCITED! :D

Friday, November 5, 2010

what`s wrong Anis?

why am i thinking about it everyday? why do i keep worrying too much? oh Anis please lah optimistic sikit(banyak). I can`t seem to understand why am i feeling this way. hari2 akan terfikir. so stupid tahu? psycho gila anis! *sigh. i couldn`t find any ways to not think about it you know? like it`s stuck in my head. i wish i have that stick like Dumbledore(do i speel it correct?) has in Harry Potter movies. alah you know the one yang boleh pull out memories from our heads tuh. So cool kan kalau ada? tak payah nak ingat benda yag x nak diingat. Haih. Oh Anis wake up lah. (i`m awake hey). tak payah fikir lah benda tue. buat sakit hati je. kenapa susah sangat nak lupa? kenapa kena ingat hari hari? rasa nak muntah je kalau ingat tahu? why am i so scared ha? be strong Anis. you can do it.( what if i can`t? ) Tengok kan dah start? Go away bad feelings ,GO AWAY PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. 



ALL TIME LOW.

Praying won't do it
Hating won't do it
Drinking won't do it
Fighting won't knock you out
Of my head

Hiding won't hide it
Smiling won't hide it
Like I ain't tried it
Everyone's tried it now
And failed somehow

So when you gonna let me
When you gonna let me out - Out

And if you know
How do you get up from an all time low
I'm in pieces
Seems like peace is
The only thing I'll never know
How do you get up
Get up

‘Cos driving won't do it
Flying won't do it
Denying won't do it
Crying won't drown it out


What you said

When I'm standing on the yellow line
Waiting at the station
Or I'm late for work
A vital presentation
If you call me now girl
Without reservation
I would try to break through

But if you know
How do you get up from an all time low
I'm in pieces
It seems like peace is
The only thing I never know
How do you get up from an all time low
I can't even find a place to start
How do I choose between my head and heart
Till it ceases I never know
How do you get up from an all time low

A low
Can you hear me
A low 
Can't you hear me

And if you know...


Thursday, November 4, 2010

PERFECT NIGHTMARE.

Sometimes we fight 
Sometimes I cry 
Why don't I 
Just tell him goodbye 
Sometimes I should 
But sometimes I don't 
Build up the strength to 
Say that it's wrong 
Sometimes I hate 
Sometimes I love 
Sometimes I hurt 
Sometimes I don't 
Sometimes I wait 
For him to change 
But it's okay 
I've disguised the pain 
And I don't ever wanna leave him alone 
They say i'm brainwashed but i'm in love 
With this man 
Yeah 

Keep telling myself that it's not worth it 
I already know I don't deserve it 
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting 
This is my perfect nightmare 
So when will I wake up and scream 
No way (x7) 
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting 
This is my perfect nightmare 
Perfect nightmare 

Sometimes I keep my cool 
Sometimes I let him know 
Sometimes I even pack my bags to walk out the door 
Sometimes I feel safe 
Sometimes I really don't 
Sometimes I promise that i'm ready to let him go 
But I don't ever wanna leave him alone 
They say i'm brainwashed but i'm in love 
With this man 


Ohh ohhh 

Keep telling myself that it's not worth it 
I already know I don't deserve it 
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting 
This is my perfect nightmare 
So when will I wake up and scream 
No way (x7) 
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting 
This is my perfect nightmare 
Perfect nightmare 

Hoping he's changing 
But i'm scared he's not 
Can't see a way to leave 
Help me open my eyes 

Keep telling myself that it's not worth it 
I already know I don't deserve it 
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting 
This is my perfect nightmare 
Perfect 

Keep telling myself that it's not worth it 
I already know I don't deserve it 
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting 
This is my perfect nightmare 
So when will I wake up and scream 
No way (x7) 
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting 
This is my perfect nightmare 
Perfect nightmare 
No way (x7) 
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting 
This is my perfect nightmare 
Perfect nightmare 
Perfect nightmare

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

hatiku.

i don`t know why i`m feeling this way nowadays. feeling lonely. so lonely. WEIRD.
am i wrong? or are you? are we done yet? or are we through? sometimes i wish i could read your mind. so hard figuring out what`s on your mind when you send those messages or even talk to me. sometimes it feels hard to leave but it`s harder to stay. apakah ini? *sigh. maybe i`m the only one who feels this way. oh yes you`ve left me speechless. i don`t even know what i should do anymore. you said i`m clumsy and you don`t like that (sorry but you remind me of my father. OH WELL IF YOU CAN`T HANDLE ME AT MY WORST THEN YOU DON`T DESERVE  ME AT MY BEST.  What actually do you want from me? TELL ME. I NEED YOU TO TALK TO ME AND TELL ME. something is wrong. i don`t know. either it`s me or it`s you? i miss YOU.
:`(


Monday, October 11, 2010

BLUE SANDS.

Oh blue sands, can you tell me if I ever be happy?
Oh blue sands, can I stay here forever?
Oh blue sands, can you make them all go away?
Oh blue sands, what are you doing in my hair?

And everything will get better if I stay for a while
And we’ll find another way to be happy one day
And everything will get better if you hold on for a while
And the sea come and sweeps us away from here

Oh blue sands, will I ever get to marry my handsome friend?
Oh blue sands, can you make them understand?

And everything will get better if I stay for a while
And we’ll find another way to be happy one day
And everything will get better if you hold on for a while
And the sea come and sweeps us away from here

Oh blue sands, I don’t want to go up there and pretend
I’m okay

I don’t hate you anymore
I don’t hate you anymore
I don’t hate you anymore
I don’t hate you anymore

I don't hate you anymore for the way you remind me of the person I cannot be
For the things I cannot have
I don’t hate you anymore when I look at you
All I see is the blue waves coming to get me and take me away

I don’t hate you anymore for the way you remind me of the things I cannot have

Oh blue sands will I ever get to be like you.

"Yuna - Blue Sands."

Sunday, October 10, 2010

RESPECT?

You don`t respect me? I lagi lah tak respect you. If I`m a bitch so what? Got problem with that? You think you`re better than me huh? I think you`re wrong. Get a life. Nak judge orang lain macam ANDA bagus sangat. I`m doing the very best as his girlfriend now,you know both of us know that i`m doing a great job here. As to my dearest boyfriend PLEASE THINK BEFORE YOU SAY SOMETHING OR EVEN TEXT ME. My hurt is in PAIN. It`s not gonna be easy after this. I am worth it i know I AM. So if you can`t realise that takde gunanya i hold on to this relationship. You better cure my heart boy. I can be as EVIL if i want to. Pleaselah eventhough anda anda lagi tua dari saya jangan ingat saya akan jatuh ok. I know very well what i`m doing. And i`m still holding on because i still sayang you. You better appreciate that. Don`t play with me. Don`t mess with me. THERE I SAID IT.fuhhhhhh



Wednesday, October 6, 2010

SICK.

okay this is a POST about the three weeks of me being sick. real sick okay. vomitting everyday. that`s not normal okay. i would like to take this opportunity to thank everyone who has been taking care of me and showed concern during my so called SICKNESS-PERIOD. And many thanks and love to my dearest mother AZLINA BT NOOR who has been calling and texting everyday. I would not want anyone to feel the pain that i felt for the past three weeks(believe me it was not COOL -BEING SICK) . Everyday vomitting and i could`t even get myself to eat. I had difficulties to sleep at night eventhough i feel so TIRED. Fuhh only God knows how i felt for these past three weeks. It`s not that i didn`t go to any clinic or hospital. I DID BELIEVE ME I DID. Thank God i`m feeling better today and hopefully i`ll get better in time. I miss being me. I`m out of time so this is gonna be a short post about this(MY SICKNESS PERIOD). HUH no need to story so much la kan coz what`s important now is that i stay strong and helthy everyday. Okay terima kasih. :)

Special thanks to :

FADZRIL
MYA 
AFIQAH
FATIN
ARUMI
AIN
KHAI

AND EVERYONE ELSE LAH! I LOVE YOU ALL(i wish you guys could read this!)